Ruined for good is the best way I know how to describe the journey I have been on. This blog is meant to unveil the beauty in suffering and to combat this mindset that suffering should be avoided. It is impossible to have real, deep joy without dying to yourself. We strive for so many things to try to obtain lasting peace, freedom, purpose and at the end of the day we are still left feeling hollow. Have you ever thought to yourself, "Maybe there is more to this life?" That is because there is! Life is more than working a 9-5 job, paying the bills. But in order to discover true life, you must also die. By that I mean die to your own selfish ambitions, to this idea that having an important title, being well-known, well-liked, or successful is the key to fulfillment. Just ask those who have tried this path in hopes of finding peace. You were made for more and more is available to you. There is a secret to having this level of joy and fulfillment in life. That secret is to be okay with having nothing and being nothing. Another way to say it is to be ruined for good. That is precisely what this blog is all about.